here we go again, obsessing over the next album.  all I can think is that I not only want it to be good, but I want it to hold the weight of the last two years of my life. I guess its more difficult to wrack your brain over what today's definition of a dope album and live your life at the same time. but at the very least, one should inspire more of the other.  I have a decent anthem for my mother prepared, but I'm thinking maybe I should make something more nuanced than the 2 minute venting session that I ended up doing. especially with the nasally performance that ended up coming out. I just need to do the whole thing over.  I got some cool cuts so far though. I'm just not sure cool is enough, and word on the street is, the people demand some type of R&B song. even Biggie needed something seductive sounding to get on. and If I want my Plats, I cant be above doing the same thing. (obviously in my own way) Alas how do you make depression, grief and loneliness sound coo...